Chapter 1

“I’m way too old for this.” Sean muttered as they stood over the control console and the machine sputtered to life.  He’d always been on the short side, and now in his eighties he begrudged every millimeter of height he lost with advancing age.  My own hands were as wrinkled as his while I pushed the appropriate buttons on the computer console.  The familiar sound of a magnetic resonance imager spinning to life filled the small room. 

“I can’t believe this specific machine has been used as a regular MRI for twenty years without anyone knowing it was really a time machine.” I muttered and Sean chortled softly before pushing another button and inserting the small flash drive into the correct slot.  Five seconds later, the program was being loaded.

“It’s always best to hide things in plain sight.” Sean muttered a very familiar mantra and I nodded my agreement.  “The time bubble is now active.  We’re safe as long as we remain in here.”

“No one can come in?” I asked, although I already knew the answer.  It was a sign of how nervous I really was.

“You know that.” Sean smiled.  “We’ve got plenty of power for what we need to do, but not much more than that.  The bubble will keep people out, and it’ll keep the radiation out as well.”

“That’s good or we might not live long enough to do this.” I said unnecessarily.  We both knew the dirty bomb that had gone off thirty minutes ago was killing millions outside the bubble.  That was why we’d been sent down here, on direct orders of the President. 

President David Jones Sr. had passed away many years ago, and while the man who currently held that office was of a different political party, the legacy of knowledge about time travel had been passed to the current President.  Every President since Jones had known about the ability to go back in time, but none had given in to the temptation until now. 

“The program is uploaded.” Sean said with a hint of excitement.  Both of our hands were shaking as our eyes met and I nodded. He typed in the execute command, and the machine on the other side of the room began to whir faster.  There was no one inside it, but the components that sent a person’s memories back in time were active, sending out the program that Sean and Brandon had developed a decade ago. 

“It’s working.” Sean said as he nodded with his head towards the television in the corner.  It had been showing static, but now it showed a newscaster talking about some report regarding the War on Terror.  “That’s still going on?”

“It should be over by now.” I muttered, shaking my head as Sean turned up the volume and we listened to the report about the forty-year old war. 

“The fucker died in bed?” Sean growled angrily. 

“How much time do we have before the bubble runs out of power?” I asked.

“If we don’t use the machine to go back, we could survive in here longer than we have food or water.” Sean answered.  “If we use the machine, it depends on how far back we go.  The program worked, by the way.”

“I figured that.” I answered with a gruff voice and a shake of my head.  They were gone, my husband and partner, our sons, our grandkids were all erased along with every instance of time travel in the history of humanity.  Our orders were not to go back, but to run the program, erase time travel and all the possible timelines it had created, and then shut down the machine so that we were erased as well.  We would pass out of existence, and with us the knowledge of time travel would be gone forever, or at least until someone else invented it in the far future. 

“Any luck connecting to the Internet?” I asked and Sean started cussing.

“All the wireless signals are encrypted and I can’t get around them.” He muttered.  “They must use some type of system our timeline never invented.”

“That’s a pain in the ass.” I agreed with his sentiments.  We’d hoped to use the Internet to make sure this timeline was free from nuclear bombs, gas attacks, and all that crap.  “I take it we’ve just got broadcast television, not cable or satellite?”

“Just broadcast.” Sean muttered. 

“Let’s see what we can find.” I said, moving to change the channel.  Eight hours later we were both thirsty and had to relieve ourselves in a corner of the room. It now smelled like urine, but we barely noticed based on the things we’d learned.

“Amazing how much you can learn just from watching television.” Sean groused as he switched off the offending machine.  “Israel nuked six years ago, and the United States held hostage by six ships in harbors of American cities, threatening to detonate nuclear bombs if we interfere.”

“They were all wrong.” I muttered with a shake of my head.  “The world wasn’t necessarily a better place without the interference of time travel.”

“Plan B, then?” Sean asked and I nodded. 

“Do we have a choice?” I asked.  “How much power do we have left?”

“Enough to send one person to 1986 and that’s it.” Sean said after he looked at the display panel.  “You know it’s not going to be easy.  There won’t be any other time travelers now, just whichever of us goes back this time.  Plus, we don’t know every little detail of this future or how to fix it.”

“We know how to be in place when the time comes.” I answered with a heavy sigh.  To be honest, I was looking forward to dying in my old age.  My life had been a good one, and if not for this one last incident, I could have died a happy man without time travel messing up my life again.  “You want to go, Sean?”

“Don’t be an idiot.” Sean growled with a grimace.  “I am plenty happy to die when the bubble collapses and leave you to carry the responsibility alone.”

“Fine, let’s do it.” I muttered and Sean nodded once with a hint of understanding in his eyes.  It took another hour for the preparation to be made and I was laying on the table waiting to be inserted into the machine.  Sean was sticking a needle in my arm, injecting the drugs that would slow my brain function and highlight the necessary memories stored in my brain.  Then the machine would scan them, record them, and send them back in time to my younger body. 

This would be different, because the program we’d run hours earlier had ‘jammed’ the signals of other time machines, effectively stopping the transmissions of earlier time travelers.  The 1986 I was about to enter was pristine, unchanged by the meddling of other time travelers.  Ronald Reagan was President, I lived in Modesto California and David Jones Sr. wasn’t a member of the President’s cabinet.  He’d never be President either. 

So much would be gone, so much of the world I had loved for the past sixty years would be gone forever, and I’d have to build a new life with my love, who wouldn’t even be a friend in this original timeline.  Would he remember me at all? 

Could I convince him he was better off with me than with where his life would lead otherwise? 

We’d have decades, well years, to try and make it work before anything would need to be done.  The history of previous time travel taught that making big changes would only backfire, that small changes yielded the best results.  Even with the dirty bomb that had gone off in Washington D.C., this last timeline had been the best of them all.  For thirty years there had been a peace relatively unknown in the history of the world, and the history books of that timeline had credited President David Jones Sr. with forging that peace.

It had only been bungling by several of the Presidents who took office after him that had created a situation where so many people had died in needless conflict. The old saying was that Pride Goeth Before the Fall, and the pride of the men and women in that office had been high, too high.  As always, it had been the common people who had paid the price for the pride of their leaders, and at the last, even the leaders had seen their errors. 

“You ready?” Sean asked as the drug began to take effect.  Really, kind of late for that question wasn’t it, but he knew what Sean was doing.  He could die now, never having to go back in time, and Sean would remove his body from the table and go back himself.  The burden could be placed squarely on Sean’s shoulders this time, instead of his, but he remembered how painful Sean’s teenage years had been in the original timeline, the timeline he was preparing to go back to, and he shook his head.  Sean smiled with tears in his eyes as things began to go grey for me.  “Thank you.”

Those were the last words I heard as everything went black.  How long things were black, I couldn’t tell, but eventually I was able to open my eyes.  It was still dark, and I was on my back, in bed.  It took a few minutes for me to stumble out of bed.  My entire body felt different, moved different, and as I reached the light switch and my eyes squinted in the sudden brightness, I let out a sigh of relief. 

My vision was clear, no need for those damn glasses.  The back of my hands were smooth, with no age spots or wrinkles, and when I ran them over my body, I could feel how tight and smooth it was as compared to my sixty-odd year old body I had just left.  My room wasn’t that different than what I had expected and I let out a sigh of relief. Sure, there were difference, like the picture on my desk, but they weren’t shockingly strange.  A glance at the clock showed that it was nearly time for me to be up anyway, so I opened my door and proceeded to the shower. 

It was good, being in my young body again, I decided as I finished the shower and let out a sigh of relief at the dirty deed I’d just finished along with my cleaning.  The images of my husband in his youth had been fresh and clear in my mind as were the images and memories of our lives together.  Fifty plus years had passed by in the last timeline, and we’d spent them with each other and our children and their children.  That should be more than enough for most couples, and it had been, but now I was wondering what another fifty years would be like, and I had a wistful smile on my face as I wrapped the wet towel around my waist and exited the bathroom, only to run into my father.

“Brian, what are you doing up?” He asked with surprise and I had to resist the urge to hug him right away.  I was fairly sure that, even as good of a son as I was, my father wasn’t use to hugs from his sixteen-year-old son.  He’d died ten years ago in the last timeline and I had missed him almost as much as I’d missed mom, who died five years later. 

“I thought I’d go for a run.” I answered and he gave me a look like I was half-crazy. 

“You’re still grounded, remember?” He had a warning tone in his voice and I winced.  Grounded?  What had I done to be grounded?  “I don’t care if it was New Year’s Eve, coming home at six in the morning with alcohol on your breath and your girlfriend in the car with you is not behavior I expect from you.”

“I… I’m sorry.” I said with shock. 

“You’re damn right you’re sorry, Brian.” My dad fumed as his anger started rising.  Oh fuck, he was really mad.  Then again, he had a right to be.  I had been a father, and remembered Richie doing something like that when he’d been seventeen.  We’d grounded the boy for two months.  The thought of my son, who was dead and gone now, brought tears to my eyes.  Dad looked at me with some surprise.  “Are you progressing to fake tears now?”

“No.” I said hoarsely.  “No, I’m just… you’re right.  I could have killed both of us driving after drinking, and you’re right, it wasn’t right to bring her here.  I should have taken her home.”

“Well, finally you’re showing some sense instead of talking back or giving me the cold shoulder.” Dad said with a nod of his head.  “Don’t think you’re un-grounded though.  That stays; you’re grounded until your birthday.  No car, no friends over, no girlfriends over, and no parties.  When school starts, we’ll let you drive your car to school, but you have to come straight home.”

“Can I at least go running in the mornings?” I asked.  “I promise, I won’t use it to meet up with friends or anything, just go running, by myself.”

“What if you just happen to run into a friend along the way?” Dad asked with a frown. 

“I’ll tell them hello and that my evil father grounded me and I can’t talk to them until school starts.” I said with a half-grin that I knew always softened him up.  He actually laughed before giving me a strange look.

“Son, I don’t know what happened overnight, but it’s like you finally grew the fuck up.” My dad said with a shake of his head.  “I like this Brian a hell of a lot better than the one that told me I was an idiot before he went to bed.”

“I’m sorry about that too.” I said, horrified that I would have ever said something like that to my father.  He’d always been a good father, one I could tell anything to, or at least he had been in the last timeline.  This man didn’t seem all that different than the one I’d known, so I had to wonder if it had been me that had been so different?

“You can go for your run.” He said after looking into my eyes.  “I don’t know what changed overnight, but I’m willing to trust you this much.  Don’t screw it up.”

“I won’t, dad.” I said, giving in to the urge to hug him.  He looked surprised, but returned the hug after a moment.  Then it was time to go back to my room, find a pair of sweats to put on, and to stretch.  Old age had put an end to my daily runs with Davey, but we’d still gone for walks each and every day we were both home.  Once he’d had his stroke and couldn’t walk anymore, I’d pushed him in his wheelchair around the park across the street from our home.  In the last few months, he’d been able to speak a little bit and his constant announcements of how much he loved me had assured me that the stroke may have taken away a lot of things, but it hadn’t taken my Davey away from me. 

It was refreshingly cold outside as I began my run, and I almost considered going back for another sweatshirt.  There was no need though as I began to sweat with the pace I started, trying to see just how my younger body reacted.  Running was good not only for my body, but because it allowed me time to think about the situation I was now experiencing. 

I personally had no memories of this timeline.  Everything I knew about it was from what I’d been told by Davey and by Sean.  Fortunately, thanks to how time travel worked, I had perfect memories of those conversations.  Rather unfortunately, neither of them had been entirely forthcoming about this timeline.  Both of them viewed it as a ‘dark’ timeline for them personally and had been reluctant to share details. 

Still, there were some details that I did know and as I ran, I went over them carefully.  All my life, I had known that I wasn’t nearly as smart as either Davey or Sean.  They could take in any situation and find solutions to problems like it was no more difficult than breathing.  In law school, I’d learned that I could also solve problems, but it took me longer.  I had to do a lot of research, and have time to properly prepare what I learned.  Then I had to take more time preparing my arguments, figuring out the counter-arguments, and then the counters to those counter-arguments.  Davey could do it in the flash of an eye whereas I took hours and hours, but eventually I’d come up with the solution.  Sometimes, when the solution required a lot of research and preparation, Davey would flounder while I eventually solved the riddle of the problem. 

That would be my greatest asset in this situation.  I only had pieces of the puzzles that led to the problems off in the far-future in this timeline.  For the closer future problems, such as how to win Davey over, I had less time and just as few pieces of the puzzle, but I did have time to think things through and find some solutions.

Time was both my enemy and my ally now. 

President Jones was a key figure in figuring out how to win Davey in this timeline.  Not in the sense he might have been if this was 1981, but in the sense of what was going on now.  It was our junior year of high school, and Davey had given me several clues as to what was going on with him now.  Just thinking about what he was going through made me stumble and lose my pace. 

Here, in this timeline, Davey and I had never really been friends.  We were more like ‘friendly acquaintances’, to use his term, when we were in our freshman year of high school.  He’d moved away that year, to a place called Eureka, Nevada.  His sophomore year, he’d returned after his mother learned that his father in that timeline had sexually molested Jenny.

The thought of President Jones being capable of doing such an evil thing caused me to shudder, and I resumed my earlier pace, enjoying the brisk winter chill, my foggy breath steaming out of me, and the heat being generated by my body as I continued to run. 

I knew that when they moved back to California, they’d lived with his Nanny, his maternal grandmother and he’d gone to Ceres High for the rest of his sophomore year.  Then he’d gotten his mother to get him transferred to Downey for his junior year, the school I attended with our friends Trevor and Brandon.  Sean, in this timeline, no longer attended the school because of his ultra-religious parents. Or did he?  I could never quite remember that because Sean had never really been specific, nor had Davey. 

When Davey had gone back to Downey, he’d found we’d all moved on with our lives and didn’t really remember him.  As a result, he’d pulled in on himself and sometime during the last half of his junior year, he’d quit going to school, gotten his GED and ended up graduating from Navy boot camp three months before the rest of us graduated from High School. 

There was much more I didn’t know.  Where did he live?  Would he still find me interesting?  I knew he was already having sex, but then apparently so was I with my ‘girlfriend’, whoever that was in this timeline.  Did the fact that we were both already sexually active make it impossible for him to love me the way he did before?  No, those were personal insecurities that I’d always felt, and I refused to let them stop me from gaining the love of Davey Jones. 

Another question I’d have to deal with eventually is what do I tell Davey, and my other friends, about time travel?  The secrets of how to build a time machine were dead and gone, and I didn’t know nearly enough to help build another one.  Nor did I think we should.  That thought made me stop for a bit, breathing heavily into the cold air as I pondered if I was being a hypocrite.  I was thinking time travel should die forever, but I’d used it to correct a situation.

No, I couldn’t lie to myself. I was far to old to shy away from the truth.  Some part of me had known in that last world that Davey and I had never been a couple and I’d come back to change that.  Back in the time bubble, I hadn’t even thought about it directly, but down deep I knew the great love of my life had never happened and I couldn’t stand to let things stay that way.  The excuse about ‘fixing’ the events of this timeline forty-odd years from now was just that, an excuse, to do what I really wanted. 

“Hey, Brian!” Trevor’s voice surprised me and I turned to see my old friend jogging up the sidewalk towards me.  He had a broad smile on his face and stopped when he reached me.  “So, you tricked your old man into letting you out after all?”

“No.” I answered a little more harshly than I intended.  Some part of me had forgotten how handsome Trevor was at this age.  His brown curly hair practically gleamed and while he was a good four inches shorter than me, his body was perfectly trim and in shape.  “Sorry, but I promised him I wouldn’t use running as an excuse to get out of being grounded.”

“Dude, what’s wrong with you?” Trevor snorted and gave me a look like I was crazy. 

“Nothing.” I said as I turned and started to head back to the house.  “I’ll talk to you in school, Trevor.”

“You’re insane!” Trevor shouted.  “Did you forget I was supposed to take you to Missy’s?”

“Tell her I’ll talk to her in school!” I shouted back. 

“She’s going to go apeshit!” Trevor shouted but I was far enough away that he didn’t bother trying to catch up.  That had been another shock; that the me of this timeline had planned to sneak out just like this, but unlike me hadn’t intended on keeping his word to dad.  What the fuck was wrong with this timeline?

“You’re back.” Dad said as I walked through the front door.  He was wearing an old pair of jeans and a t-shirt as if he was preparing to do some work around the house.  I could hear Mom in the kitchen, probably fixing breakfast from the smells that were wafting around the house. 

“Yes.” I answered him and he nodded. 

“Your mother will have breakfast ready soon.” He said.  “I’ll need your help in the garage after breakfast.  The dryer’s squealing.”

“It’s probably the motor belt.” I said and he just looked at me.  “I’m going to take another shower, okay?”

“That’s fine.” He said and I headed into my room.  I noticed the pile of school books on the desk and wondered if I had homework left to do.  In my own timeline I’d have been confident that I’d already done them, but there was a nagging bit of doubt in me that the “me” of this timeline would probably have just ignored them during the holiday break from school. 

As I showered for the second time this morning, I wondered what I would find when I went back to school.  This should be the Saturday morning before school started, if the machine had worked the way it was supposed to in sending me back here.  I could feel my heart racing as I thought about what I would find when I went to school.  Would he be there? Would he be in any of my classes?

For that matter, what classes would I have and in what time periods?

“Good morning, honey.” My mom said as I entered the dining room where she’d already set three places for breakfast.  It was nice seeing her so young again, and she smiled when I gave her a hug before sitting down.  Dad just watched me in silence while we started eating.  Part of me wanted some of the coffee they were both drinking, but I settled for the glass of orange juice to go with the waffles, sausage and eggs.  I’d dressed in jeans and a white t-shirt, similar to dad’s, so that I’d be ready to work with him as soon as breakfast was done. 

“Did you see anyone on your run?” Dad asked me after a few minutes of silence.

“Yes, Trevor was running too.” I said calmly, watching him as he raised an eyebrow. 

“Is that why you came back so early?” He asked and I nodded. 

“I told him I was still grounded.” I informed him. 

“Good, because you are.” He said sternly and that killed all the remaining conversation until we’d finished eating.  As I worked with him on the dryer, I knew things were not okay between him and I in this time, and I debated with myself on how to change that.  In the end, I decided it would just take time.

“Thanks for your help.” He said as we listened to the dryer run smoothly about an hour later. 

“No problem.” I replied. 

“Your homework done yet?” He asked me and I shook my head.  “Well you have plenty of time today and tomorrow to work on it.”

“Thanks.” I said, taking that as a dismissal and heading inside.  After washing my hands, I went into my room and began to look through the books and notebooks scattered on my desk.  Twenty-three minutes later I wasn’t a happy camper.  The classes I was in at school weren’t what I expected.  They weren’t exactly idiot-level courses, but they weren’t the advanced placement courses I’d taken in my own timeline.  To make matters worse, the notebooks seemed to be filled with stupid notes between Trevor and I about the physical and mental attributes of girls in our classes.  There weren’t even notes about our assignments.  I had no idea what I was supposed to be doing.  Giving up in disgust with myself, I got up and went to find one of my parents. 

“Hi mom.” I said as I found her in her sewing room.  She at least smiled at me.

“Hello Bri.” She said as she stopped the machine she was using to sew together a dress.  “What is it?”

“Is Dad here?” I asked.

“No, he’s gone over the Marshall’s house for a bit.” She replied.

“Oh, I was going to ask him if I could call Brandon.” I said with a sigh.  “My notes aren’t clear about one of my assignments and I was going to see if he could help me out.”

Brandon’s not in any of your classes except P.E.” Mom said with a frown and a sharp look at me.  “What are you trying to pull?”

“I think he has one of my notebooks in his backpack.” I said while trying not to wince at that. 

“Your dad has your assignments listed from your teachers.” She informed me and this time I wanted to groan.  “After your awful grades he got them from your instructors.”

“Oh, then I don’t need to call someone.” I said softly.  “Do you know where it is?”

“Yes.” She said, giving me a sharp look.  “You sure you still don’t need to make a call?”

“Yeah, I just need the assignments.” I told her and she shook her head. 

“I almost believe you.” She said as she stood up and went into their bedroom.  When she came out, she handed me two sheets of paper with all the assignments written on them.  The bad news was that there was a lot listed there, but the good news was that the classes were so easy I’d be able to breeze right through them. 

“Thanks mom.” I said with a smile.

“Don’t forget your father will want to look over them tomorrow.” She warned me and I just nodded.

Several times during the youth of our last timeline, Davey had commented on how doing high school work again was both easy and difficult at the same time.  For the first time I really understood what he’d meant when he said that.  Math was easy, especially this basic algebra crap I was taking now.  The English essay I had on a reading assignment was just as easy.  The book was even an old favorite of mine in the last timeline, so I just had to skim through certain parts of it to make sure my recollections were correct. 

History was difficult. 

It wasn’t difficult because I didn’t remember what the importance of the Magna Carta was, but because most of the assignment was about the memorization of dates.  Instead of asking why the provisions of habeus corpus were so groundbreaking, it asked how many of the King’s nobles participated in forcing him to sign the document and what year it was done. 

Bah!

“You want some lunch, honey?” Mom asked several hours later as she poked her head in my door.  Apparently I was not just doing assignments over the break, but make-up work to get my grades up a bit.  They were barely enough to keep me eligible for sports, and if I was right in my guesses, that was all my younger self was caring about right now.  Maybe there was some truth to what Davey and Sean had always said about this timeline. 

“That’d be nice, Mom.” I said with a smile.  She came back a few minutes later with a ham sandwich that I ate while I continued doing math problems with one hand.  For a while she just stood there watching me with a little smile on her face.  Part of me wondered just how mean this timeline’s Brian had been to her. 

“How is the homework coming?” My dad asked from the doorway three hours later.

“I’m halfway to being caught up.” I told him honestly.  “If you don’t mind, I’d like to work out a bit, take a break, and then maybe work on the rest after dinner.”

“How about we go out to a movie tonight and you finish up the rest tomorrow?” Dad offered and I raised my eyebrows in surprise.  He smiled at me.  “It’s been a while since we did anything as a family, and you’ve been working hard today.”

“That’d be nice.” I said and he nodded before shutting the door behind him as he left. 

By Sunday night, the night before school started, I’d confirmed that my relations with my parents were strained at best.  I wanted to curse the Brian of this timeline that had apparently made several bad decisions, but that was impossible.  He was as gone as if he’d never existed.  Now I just had to pick up the pieces of that life.  By the end of the weekend, I felt that I had made a good start, although I almost ruined by starting to ask mom about Uncle Rich. 

He’d lived to the age of seventy-three in the last timeline, but I’d forgotten that he’d be dead of AIDS in this timeline.  He’d died right before Christmas in 1981, and when Dad had brought up the idea of selling his apartment in San Francisco, I’d almost asked about him.  Apparently the younger me had wanted to sell it, and they had been resisting doing that for the last few years.  Now they’d relented and were ready to put it on the market. 

They were surprised by my ‘sudden change of mind’. 

“Here are your keys.” Dad said early on Monday morning, as I got ready for school.  He was looking at my clothes with a hint of approval.  I’d chosen my clothes carefully, picking a good pair of jeans, penny loafers, a dark blue V-neck sleeveless sweater, and a blue dress shirt under that. 

“Thanks, Dad.” I said as I took the keys to my re-built mustang.  I’d only looked at the car so far, but I knew that Brian Breckenridge of any timeline would love to have that car. 

“Remember, you’re to come right home after school.” He reminded me sternly and I just nodded, hefting my backpack with all my books and completed homework assignments as I left the house.  I’d already kissed mom goodbye for the day. 

The Downey High student parking lot was the same no matter the timeline, and I pulled into the first spot I found, glad that it wasn’t full yet.  To my relief, Brandon and Trevor were waiting in the usual spot near the front entrance.  Some things didn’t change, at least. 

“At least you dressed up for her, but where’s Missy?” Trevor asked after we nodded at each other. 

“What do you mean?” I asked him with a furrow of my eyebrows.

“Dude, you fucking ditch her on Saturday after sneaking out from being grounded, and now you don’t even pick her up like you do every morning?” Trevor snorted.  “You better get your ass to pick her up or she ain’t gonna put out for you again!”

“Oh shit.” I muttered, turning back towards the parking lot before I realized I didn’t even know whom the girl was or where she lived.  I started to turn around, but a familiar figure caught my eye as he passed by us on his way inside. 

His familiar blond hair was long and shaggy, looking like he’d not had it cut in the last few months.  It was still that familiar shade of dirty blond though, and his crooked nose stuck out like it always did.  I couldn’t see his eyes from this angle, but I took in the faded jean jacket, worn jeans with holes forming, and sneakers that looked like they’d been too close to a fire all with a single glance.  He was also a little heftier than I remembered him ever being, but there was no mistaking him for anyone else in the world. 

“Hey, Davey!” I called out, leaving my two friends to follow the sixteen, almost seventeen, year old version of the man I loved more than life itself.  He turned at the sound of his name, and looked at me as if he didn’t recognize me.  That was like a knife through the gut, but I put a smile on my face anyway.  Davey stood there, silently looking me up and down, and then at the hand I was now sticking out to him.  “You’re Davey Jones, right?  Didn’t you play on the freshman team before you moved out to…um…”

Nevada.” He answered in a very familiar bass and I wanted to sigh with relief as he took my hand and shook it.  “Brian, right?”

“Yeah, so you’re back in town, huh?”

“Um, yeah, we moved back last year.” He said.  “I’m in the same history class as you.”

“Oh, um, well I kept on trying to remember where I knew you from and I just realized it was from freshman football.” I said quickly, wishing I was as good at him when it came to dancing with words on the spur of a moment.  “Say, you remember Trevor and Brandon, don’t you?”

“Yeah.” Davey said as I tried to steer him back towards them.  He looked like he was struggling with wanting to leave and wanting to stay, but Trevor ruined the moment. 

“Hey, Brian!” Trevor called out.  “You better hurry or your girlfriend is going to dump you!”

“I’ll see you later.” Davey said as he turned and headed inside the school, hanging his head as he went.  His shoulders were slumped forward as he walked, and I wondered what would make my Davey walk like that.  I’d always known him to stand tall.  Even after his stroke, his first struggle had been to hold his head upright and he’d fought and fought until he could hold his head high on his own.

Yes, I realized as I turned to talk Brandon into going with me so I’d know where I was going, there were so many things to fix in the here and now. 


 


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